i've taken myself off the effexor. i can't stand that shit. i already feel so much more clear. the only thing that sucks is the withdrawl. BRAIN ZAPS! shocks sent through your whole body, sudden disorientation... hopefully it'll stop soon, but i refuse to get back on it, especially because the welbutrin is working so well so far... this shit is bunk.

i'm also saying fuck off to seroquel unless i REALLY need it. that shit makes me feel like i'm hungover all day, almost as bad as the thorazine did. i don't need to be on 80 million fucking meds to be a motherfuckingkillingmachine in the office.

i need to be me, not this fucking chemical conception. kymical inception? kymical insureection? whatever the fuck this created personality is, i don't fucking want to wear it anymore. i'll take the meds i know i need to be taking, but fuck these new motherfuckers. they can suck the shit out of my ass with a motherfucking silly straw. ASS COCTAIL! i'll be sure to line up some fucking colace for that.

i'm unstoppable. fuck all.

lets fuck this world up and show it who's boss gang - kym's back.
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