the plight of the loan officer and other bland stories of adulthood...

[sprinklethief]

i've taken myself off the effexor. i can't stand that shit. i already feel so much more clear. the only thing that sucks is the withdrawl. BRAIN ZAPS! shocks sent through your whole body, sudden disorientation... hopefully it'll stop soon, but i refuse to get back on it, especially because the welbutrin is working so well so far... this shit is bunk.

i'm also saying fuck off to seroquel unless i REALLY need it. that shit makes me feel like i'm hungover all day, almost as bad as the thorazine did. i don't need to be on 80 million fucking meds to be a motherfuckingkillingmachine in the office.

i need to be me, not this fucking chemical conception. kymical inception? kymical insureection? whatever the fuck this created personality is, i don't fucking want to wear it anymore. i'll take the meds i know i need to be taking, but fuck these new motherfuckers. they can suck the shit out of my ass with a motherfucking silly straw. ASS COCTAIL! i'll be sure to line up some fucking colace for that.

i'm unstoppable. fuck all.

lets fuck this world up and show it who's boss gang - kym's back.

Comments

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[son-of-lazlo.livejournal.com]

Adjust the meds, just keep it consistent.... and sell, sell, sell. Sales are sacred. Rock on killerbaby!!!!

Re: Second that Shit

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i just wish i had more leads that didn't blow.

i got a couple good lookin ones in florida. it's like the whole state is pulling a leesburgh.

Re: Second that Shit

[son-of-lazlo.livejournal.com]

It's everywhere in Northern VA, not jus Leesburg - get the phone out. I also hear that Chicago is rocking, maybe Charlotte, LA, San Fran. Fuck it; you've gotta farm up your own leads... in my experience.

Send out a signal man: "Refi yo shit with Kym and her bigass Ti-Ties!"

[couchemal.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah, I took myself off of effexor too, i hated that shit. Isn't seroquel an anti-psychotic? I refuse to take those drugs, they can cause permanent brain damage.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

yeah, anti-psychotics have always knocked me out too much. it's like the medical community assumes that us schitzo's cannot function so drugging us up won't be taht adverse. jerks.

the ds is fucking killing me dude.

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

woot woot muthafuckahs....

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

awwwww yeah

[noroad.livejournal.com]

FUCK brain zaps. jeeezus

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i hate them. they say it's a rare side effect, but EVERYONE i know who went the SSRI DS route has gotten them

[noroad.livejournal.com]

Yeah, i went off my meds cold turkey a few years back and kept doing google searches for things like electrical feelings in your brain, and then i found a bunch of stuff on it.. but only on message boards and stuff. Even my brother said he had them and clouldn't sleep for weeks.

[transmission00.livejournal.com]

that kinda scares me. i don't want to see you get super down again. and with just having it been so recent for myself, it also scares me.

but i fucking hate effexor too. with such a cool name it totally sucks ass. that was a BITCH for me to get off of. i couldn't function.

good luck, lemme know if you need anything.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

this has been a REALLY ugly detox physically, but i feel really good mentally. i've been getting doesd up on wellbutrin in the meantime so i'm not getting the dredded crash.

effoxor is teh suck. i've already lost almost 20 lbs getting off of it slowly.