yesterday marked the end of an era for me. i no longer will know the joy of an 8 hour work day, because i'm on 10's now. oddly enough, i asked for this. why you may ask? well, that way i only have to work 4 days a week and can have more time to rest and catch up on school stuff, etc. it really wasn't bad at all actually. it felt just like a normal day, i just got a little more done is all. i can definitely handle it, much better than 5 8-hour days.
i think another disc in my back is about to go, between my shoulder blades. there's a spot that when you push on it my fingers tingle and god does it hurt in that oh-so-familiar way. i really, really, REALLY would love to know why this continues to happen, as well as why my sciatica is back along with a million other things doctors seem to just gloss over. oh, well. i guess i'll just have to keep getting spine fusions until it's all just one big piece.
and eff this respiratory infection/cold/flu bullshit. i want my voice back. dammit. and why the eff did i wake up at 7:30am? i don't have to be anywhere until 1 goddammit.
bah. today is fired.
i think another disc in my back is about to go, between my shoulder blades. there's a spot that when you push on it my fingers tingle and god does it hurt in that oh-so-familiar way. i really, really, REALLY would love to know why this continues to happen, as well as why my sciatica is back along with a million other things doctors seem to just gloss over. oh, well. i guess i'll just have to keep getting spine fusions until it's all just one big piece.
and eff this respiratory infection/cold/flu bullshit. i want my voice back. dammit. and why the eff did i wake up at 7:30am? i don't have to be anywhere until 1 goddammit.
bah. today is fired.
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