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[sprinklethief]

i had a nightmare last night. i don't get them often, so they scare the shit out of me.

i had gone in for my neck surgery and i was waking up in the post-op area. things were fuzzy around me, like when i woke up from my back surgery, but joey was sitting next to my bed. i turned to look at him, and he looked up at me. i said good morning, and he smiled weakly. i tried to lift my arm to stroke his hair only to find that i couldn't, thought to myself "stupid drugs" and thought everything was kosher. i could see his tear-stained face. he looked at me dead in the eyes and said "honey, there was a complication... i'm sorry babe, but... you're paralyzed."

now i'm scared.

Comments

[cujokisses.livejournal.com]

that's scary. :\ You'll be fine and you need to get it done!

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i know, i just don't want to, lol

[cujokisses.livejournal.com]

You'll be soooo happy you did though and you know it!!!! Kym needs to be able to be herself again! <3

[xflute-goddessx.livejournal.com]

its not gonna happen, you're gonna get your neck fixed and be ok.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

that would be the ideal situation, heh

[daliah.livejournal.com]

yipes, thats scary. the fear that floats around in our subconscious is ridiculous sometimes no? im sure glad i dont have to deal with the stuff my dreams are made of in my waking life..

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i wasn't even really thinking about the surgery up until a few days ago - AFTER that wretched dream.