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i had a nightmare last night. i don't get them often, so they scare the shit out of me.
i had gone in for my neck surgery and i was waking up in the post-op area. things were fuzzy around me, like when i woke up from my back surgery, but joey was sitting next to my bed. i turned to look at him, and he looked up at me. i said good morning, and he smiled weakly. i tried to lift my arm to stroke his hair only to find that i couldn't, thought to myself "stupid drugs" and thought everything was kosher. i could see his tear-stained face. he looked at me dead in the eyes and said "honey, there was a complication... i'm sorry babe, but... you're paralyzed."
now i'm scared.
i had gone in for my neck surgery and i was waking up in the post-op area. things were fuzzy around me, like when i woke up from my back surgery, but joey was sitting next to my bed. i turned to look at him, and he looked up at me. i said good morning, and he smiled weakly. i tried to lift my arm to stroke his hair only to find that i couldn't, thought to myself "stupid drugs" and thought everything was kosher. i could see his tear-stained face. he looked at me dead in the eyes and said "honey, there was a complication... i'm sorry babe, but... you're paralyzed."
now i'm scared.