i am STILL fucking sick. this is lame as fuck. all i want is to be able to breathe, is that too much to ask?!

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oooh, I love that name. Even cooler than what I listed! Good stuff!


My breathing problems started about a month and a half ago while I was sick (I was also vomiting and not being able to breathe back then, a mirror of what is happening now, except I had a very brutal cough last month and would even fall to the ground I was coughing so deeply and consistantly - retching at the same time), but went away when I was feeling better. Then suddenly I was having what felt like flashbacks from it every single day. I don't know if it's mental or physical right now to tell you the truth. There's gotta be an inflammation by now. I still haven't gotten my ass to the docs because I keep having to stay awake all night because that's when the attacks happen and then in the morning I am so weak from all the hyperventilating, my chest hurts, and I am just so totally crashed out. Please get to the doc soon. I can't imagine any of this shit is good for your (or my) body long term. Take care of yourself, lady. Love you. <3
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