i wish people could understand how vulnerable i am right now in the baby-steps stages of re-medication, and that one stupid little asshole comment can ruin my whole fucking day.

i should really distance myself from people who make it a point to be an asshole. it's hard considering they are always one step away from me everywhere i go. people who are focused on being an asshole can't turn it off and will use it on you even if they love you. it ruins everything. everything.
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