after 26 phone calls i finally reached a number on the medical mutual practiotioner site that was in service AND someone was there... only it was the wrong psychiatrist... but since they're the only people that answered i went with them since they take my insurence. but they're in elyria. wtf.

but i finally got a hold of a psychiatrist none-the-less and have an apointment thursday which blew my mind since most places it takes like a month or so. i hope this works out.

also, i'll be returning to work tomorrow.... not sure how that's going to go. shawn from work called me to check on me today and said that our team had a meeting to get things out in the air... apparently they ripped jen apart and justin somewhat hinted that she's one of the reasons i've missed so much work. the only reason shawn knew he was talkling about me is cuz i let shawn know that i was going to kill her if i had to spend another minute near her...

aparently desk-less new guy has been using my desk/computer while i'm gone. oh well, so long as i get it back when i get back tomorrow no one dies.

i'm so not ready for this, but i've got to keep my job or we lose out home/groceries/everything else but cable and electric and water. i guess i'll just ask to cut down my hours a bit until the meds are administered and balanced.

well, i'm off to make a list of concerns for the new psychiatrist. i'll be sure to force them down his throat so i don't get fucked over like i did with dr. asshead dale. fuck that premadoctor. stupid pill pex dispensor.

From: [identity profile] evilshell.livejournal.com


Jezus...it should not take so long and so much work to find a psychiatrist that works with your insurance. That is fucked up. Damned insurance companies.

From: [identity profile] evilshell.livejournal.com


They shouldn't be, but I'm guessing most likely they are.

No wonder so many people don't get help they need, you have to be persistent as hell to get it.


From: [identity profile] wingygoth.livejournal.com


Good job being persistent. That's hard to do. :)

From: [identity profile] transmission00.livejournal.com


man, i'm starting to go over the edge again too. gah. i need to figure out some shit with getting medical coverage. i neeeeed to see a therapist. preferably mine. who knows what i'll be able to do. and if i get hired on at staples, i'll have fucking KAISER. ugh.

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


yeah our company goes through kaiser too which is why i'm so avidly searching for new insurence.

have you applied for medicaid? they tend to help out if you kick their asses around enough...

From: [identity profile] transmission00.livejournal.com


i'm trying to get rated with metro. medicaid is the next step...
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