cats to the left of me...

[sprinklethief]

saw my new therapist yesterday. i like her, she's pretty cool, she doesn't make me feel like i'm on the chopping block, she asks questions that have nothing to do with my illness just because she wants to get to know me before even attempting to analyze... she also wants me to bring wyl in so that she can explain my illness to him from a point of view of someone who doesn't HAVE it. i get tongue-tied and frustrated too easy with attempting to explain it.

wyl's little sister is coming out tonight, which is cool because i love her to pieces... but i have to work tomorrow morning and something tells me sleep will not be in my future... then i have to brave thanksgiving. this might not turn out so good as i get really freaked out when i'm somewhere that i have no means of escaping, even if i don't want to escape, i just need to know that i can if i need to. but we'll see.

we're playing a show friday night at rain, which will be superfun i guess, i miss playing my bass. then i dj saturday, but wyl works so no tweakbaby for him.

i have to work today. my boss is a pig. since i wasn't there to defend myself he scheduled me for thanksgiving in what i'm almost certain was a spiteful and deliberate action out of his upset-ness that i was MIA all week last week. i haven't seen him since i returned to work since he's so good ad working the bare minimum of hours and forcing all the work he should be doing onto everyone else. i wish i had a reliable car so i could knowingly take that job in strongsville, knowing i'll get there okay...

oh well. i worry to much about things i cannot change.

wyl is sleeping so sound. i want to curl up next to him and go back to sleep. i haven't been sleeping well at all. i think i may go snuggle him for a bit before i get ready for work.

eh.

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[skwyrm.livejournal.com]

oh there WILL be sleep my love. for she's still on that "going to school at 6am" schedule and gets tired fairly early...

however, sleeping IN for me will more than likely NOT happen, so I'll be not fully rested for my first day at new job.

so either way we both lose sleep over it.

and thanksgiving shouldn't be that bad. atleast you guys can EAT...