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i cut my nails down back to bass playing length after snapping two off on my 5 string fish last night.
as i grow up and continue to learn, i am seeing that a LOT of people i've kept as aquaintences i actually don't like. like, at all. like people who whore themselves to get "staus" in this city. people who only talk to prominant people in the stupid "scene" to make name-drop worthy friends. "oh, i hung out with [random name drop] and we djed this show for [random stupid ebm/ass goth/wahtever stupid shit you all listen to now] and we saw [name drop] who said they were djing [stupid lame-ass dj night] and got really dunk!" like this asshole in the middle. whatever. if that's all you want to do with your life, you are stupid. i have no respect for you. i don't care what bands your friends with. i don't care what exciting new cutting edge shitfest songs you're playing. be like batty. fucking play journey in the chamber and not give a FUCK. then you'll earn my respect.
wow, i've become jaded. no wonder i never go out anymore. i think i'm going to go to a buffet before the next time i go out and eat all i possibly can then throw up on any stupid fuck that runs up and hugs me. i've always hated being touched, i was just too drunk to care. i think sobriety is the best thing that could have happened to me: i finally got my goddamn priorities strait and began creating a good life for my family that i now have, albeit only 2 people, it's still my family.
maybe i'm a "corporate asshole" now, or maybe i just realized how childish and "i'm so cool" everyone is. whatever. i'd rather stay home away from ever other assholes and paint or cuddle mr. stupidface.
fuck.
as i grow up and continue to learn, i am seeing that a LOT of people i've kept as aquaintences i actually don't like. like, at all. like people who whore themselves to get "staus" in this city. people who only talk to prominant people in the stupid "scene" to make name-drop worthy friends. "oh, i hung out with [random name drop] and we djed this show for [random stupid ebm/ass goth/wahtever stupid shit you all listen to now] and we saw [name drop] who said they were djing [stupid lame-ass dj night] and got really dunk!" like this asshole in the middle. whatever. if that's all you want to do with your life, you are stupid. i have no respect for you. i don't care what bands your friends with. i don't care what exciting new cutting edge shitfest songs you're playing. be like batty. fucking play journey in the chamber and not give a FUCK. then you'll earn my respect.
wow, i've become jaded. no wonder i never go out anymore. i think i'm going to go to a buffet before the next time i go out and eat all i possibly can then throw up on any stupid fuck that runs up and hugs me. i've always hated being touched, i was just too drunk to care. i think sobriety is the best thing that could have happened to me: i finally got my goddamn priorities strait and began creating a good life for my family that i now have, albeit only 2 people, it's still my family.
maybe i'm a "corporate asshole" now, or maybe i just realized how childish and "i'm so cool" everyone is. whatever. i'd rather stay home away from ever other assholes and paint or cuddle mr. stupidface.
fuck.
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moving forward.
i'm all for the government having NO hand in the marriage process. i know gay couples that have been monogomously together for YEARS as opposed to married guy X who constantly cheats. why can that not be considered a marriage?
my uncle john and aunt gary on my mom's side have been faithfully together for 40 years, yet since they live in a red state (florida) good ol' jeb says what they feel isn't love cuz they're bot boys.
i'd like to see he and his cousin's heads explode simotaniously on national TV. i can see it now, george would get this blank look on his face (you know the one) and them BOOM while on CNN that gay-bashing idiot will be talking about the horror of letting a half dead woman who was def dumb and blind die and BOOM!
now THAT'S entertainment.