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i still have the adhesive all over my body from various IVs, ekg thingers and something else they put on my ankles amd arms n stuff. i dunno how to get it off so i guess i'll shower and hope for the best.
i'm not really too sleepy.
i wish i had enough money to not have to go back to work till next week. i don't need the stress right now. i'm so freaking out about what kind of monstrosity those people made of all my various systems of control i had in game rush. so much damage can be done in so little time...
i need to get a note excusing me from work for the days i didn't go in. wyl called in and told them i was in the hospital, luckily not what i was in for...
i can feel the pressure welling up again... it's like a lump in my throat, compacting my spine, my shulders are tensing, so is my neck...
why is money such a goddamn issue?
i'm not really too sleepy.
i wish i had enough money to not have to go back to work till next week. i don't need the stress right now. i'm so freaking out about what kind of monstrosity those people made of all my various systems of control i had in game rush. so much damage can be done in so little time...
i need to get a note excusing me from work for the days i didn't go in. wyl called in and told them i was in the hospital, luckily not what i was in for...
i can feel the pressure welling up again... it's like a lump in my throat, compacting my spine, my shulders are tensing, so is my neck...
why is money such a goddamn issue?
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really it's just a matter of telling people what's up. you care about people too much, and that's not always a good thing. sometimes people need to be put back into their place. sometimes you gotta lay the law down for people before they take advantge of you, as they have numerous times in the past.
it's hard to put your foot down when yer used to being the helper, but I can't sit back and watch these people do this shit to you again, and I'm not gonna stand up for you either. I'll be right here helping you every step of the way, but you really gotta stand up and say "dude, it's time to make the KYM-CHAM happy for once!" and everyone else is gonna hafta wait their fukkin turn!
now I'mm come downstairs and see what we can do about those adhesive medical strips and he remnants they left on your (my) perfect frame...
so it can be brutalized and abused like it woz last night...
::smirk::
I love you hun. we need to take care of you better.
and as far as money goes, we got LOTS of shit to sell (atleast I do) and we'll get on that tomorrow. we're not gonna be left behind, I promise.
<3 U buttface