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sticky goo

i still have the adhesive all over my body from various IVs, ekg thingers and something else they put on my ankles amd arms n stuff. i dunno how to get it off so i guess i'll shower and hope for the best.

i'm not really too sleepy.

i wish i had enough money to not have to go back to work till next week. i don't need the stress right now. i'm so freaking out about what kind of monstrosity those people made of all my various systems of control i had in game rush. so much damage can be done in so little time...

i need to get a note excusing me from work for the days i didn't go in. wyl called in and told them i was in the hospital, luckily not what i was in for...

i can feel the pressure welling up again... it's like a lump in my throat, compacting my spine, my shulders are tensing, so is my neck...

why is money such a goddamn issue?

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Try using nail polish remover on your sticky parts. Pure acetone is best, but any should do with enough scrubbing action.

Man, I so feel you about money. I hate this new job SO MUCH, but alas, money is not growing on any trees in my yard.

*hugggers*

we should perfect the genetic plans for a money tree... problem is, i'm such a freaking helpy mc helperson i'd prolly give all mine away if it grew on trees...

scrubs are always comfy. as for the monitor pad tackyness, use a bit of isopropal alchohol.

^_^, feel better you know?!

scrubs are comfy but don't really protect against the elements so well...

i'll enlist wyl to try to help me with the rubbing alcohol.

Let go

it's really hard to let go, it's not a natural feeling for me, i always try to hard to be in control of myself... letting go isn't so much of an option in that sense... perhaps letting the problems fall onto whom began them... now there's a theory...

thank you for excusing me from work, doc. when can you come visit?

I love you baby.

Don't you forget it.

I know it can be super-hard to let go, as you and I have talked about on a number of occasions, but you have to. There's no reason to let this shit bury you anymore. You're a great person who is amazingly intellgent and beautiful.

You'll be okay. I really think you will.

PS Money is the root of all evil. Seriously.

it's really hard to remember that everyone else's problems aren't mine. i'm so used to being superwoman...

i wish you were in cleveland.

and I wish you were here...I should be around Saturday night and Sunday until the afternoon this weekend...

other people always put their problems ahead of yours, and for some reason you tend to let them. not gonna put any names in here, but we discussed this situation earlier, and you know of the situation I mean.

really it's just a matter of telling people what's up. you care about people too much, and that's not always a good thing. sometimes people need to be put back into their place. sometimes you gotta lay the law down for people before they take advantge of you, as they have numerous times in the past.

it's hard to put your foot down when yer used to being the helper, but I can't sit back and watch these people do this shit to you again, and I'm not gonna stand up for you either. I'll be right here helping you every step of the way, but you really gotta stand up and say "dude, it's time to make the KYM-CHAM happy for once!" and everyone else is gonna hafta wait their fukkin turn!

now I'mm come downstairs and see what we can do about those adhesive medical strips and he remnants they left on your (my) perfect frame...

so it can be brutalized and abused like it woz last night...

::smirk::

I love you hun. we need to take care of you better.

and as far as money goes, we got LOTS of shit to sell (atleast I do) and we'll get on that tomorrow. we're not gonna be left behind, I promise.

<3 U buttface

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