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i love that it is imparative that i keep myself under control and only show happy.
yet i get other people's anger relentlessly with full force and i'm expected to still keep happy.
i'm a well trained crazy person. "crazy is majority rules"
i cannot be human, i have to be the television happy person. me unhappy makes everyone sad. i have to make sure no one else is sad, because that's what crazy people are expected to do. we're not allowed to talk about being crazy, and we're expected to have the most immaculate self control ever imagined so other people can emotionally beat the shit out of us.
but we're used to it. that's what's going on inside our heads constantly anyhow, might as well manifest in really real land.
at least we have the good pills.
yet i get other people's anger relentlessly with full force and i'm expected to still keep happy.
i'm a well trained crazy person. "crazy is majority rules"
i cannot be human, i have to be the television happy person. me unhappy makes everyone sad. i have to make sure no one else is sad, because that's what crazy people are expected to do. we're not allowed to talk about being crazy, and we're expected to have the most immaculate self control ever imagined so other people can emotionally beat the shit out of us.
but we're used to it. that's what's going on inside our heads constantly anyhow, might as well manifest in really real land.
at least we have the good pills.
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Re: My Doctor
it'll be like a crazy people convergence on the west coast!