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urgh...
i'm so angry and i don't even know why. i'm irritated by everything and anything. i just want to be far away from anything living. far far away. like antarctica with a harpoon so i can kill any stupid fucking penguin that gets near me. i hate other people. i hate the fucking shit they all bring with them with them, the life complecations, the fact that they even exist and affect my life at all. i want everyone to just dissapear long enough for me to stop hating them. fuck everything.
goddamnit.
1. Tell me something obvious about you. i have no control over my emotions, even medicated
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know. that i really don't enjoy being sick
3. What is your biggest fear? the ocean. being trapped in a room with other people.
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut? depends
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money. serenity
6. What is your most treasured possession? ....
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often? hurt EVERYONE
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know. i actually don't like sex. at all. at least since i've been medicated
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows. i've only ever had two boyfriends that HAVEN'T cheated on me
10. What is your favorite lie to tell? "no no, i'm fine."
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again. be happy
12. Are you the jealous type? only when provoked
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to? cats
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? put up with me
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? just be a fucking junkie again so i don't have to feel anymore
16. When was the last time you cried? secretly earlier today
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? never
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? not anymore
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk. everything i've done while i was drunk
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it? dun care really.
i'm so angry and i don't even know why. i'm irritated by everything and anything. i just want to be far away from anything living. far far away. like antarctica with a harpoon so i can kill any stupid fucking penguin that gets near me. i hate other people. i hate the fucking shit they all bring with them with them, the life complecations, the fact that they even exist and affect my life at all. i want everyone to just dissapear long enough for me to stop hating them. fuck everything.
goddamnit.
1. Tell me something obvious about you. i have no control over my emotions, even medicated
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know. that i really don't enjoy being sick
3. What is your biggest fear? the ocean. being trapped in a room with other people.
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut? depends
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money. serenity
6. What is your most treasured possession? ....
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often? hurt EVERYONE
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know. i actually don't like sex. at all. at least since i've been medicated
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows. i've only ever had two boyfriends that HAVEN'T cheated on me
10. What is your favorite lie to tell? "no no, i'm fine."
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again. be happy
12. Are you the jealous type? only when provoked
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to? cats
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? put up with me
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? just be a fucking junkie again so i don't have to feel anymore
16. When was the last time you cried? secretly earlier today
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? never
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? not anymore
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk. everything i've done while i was drunk
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it? dun care really.
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I'd give yas a hug but you sound more like the high five type *hits her up high*
I really hope you get back to being happy.
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