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[sprinklethief]

so much shit has gone awry. you stand back and look at it all and you're just like "how the hell could this have even possibly happened?!" the more foreboding part: what can you do to fix it all? what if there's nothing you can do to fix it? you just get to sit there helpless, wishing you could help, wishing there was something, ANYTHING you could do. some things in life you just cannot change, no matter what you'd give up to change them. no matter what you'd sacrifice, fate (or some other laughable construct) has set it's course.

and my shoulder is now pretty much frozen in place for all intents and purposes. oh AS, how i hate you so.