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i don't even know where to begin. i think i passed stressed-out about a month ago. i'm in new terrain now. everything that i thought i had going for me decided to give me a giant "fuck you for thinking things are going to get better" which has been fun.
i worked 55 hours last week. this week is looking like it's going to be more of the same. i'm currently the acting assistant manager of my store only without the title and giant pay raise. that and i still have to take care of my supervisor duties. i currently work longer hours and have more responsibilities than our store manager, and i'm just so exhausted that i don't even care anymore.
i got the nice surprise of having to cover yet another month's rent all by myself (and i found out mere days before it was due). my already pillaged savings took another hit. it will not be able to take many more hits. i also pulled a 2-year-old's birthday party out of my ass (and savings).
my neck is still a ridiculous pain-inducing nightmare. luckily the pain clinic gave me the correct meds to allow me at least a little relief. it's the part of the day i look forward to the most, which is sad.
after that flu knocked me for a loop last week i got a cold. i'm a snot factory.
i just no longer feel like being nice, or quaint, or pleasant. i'm tired of making life easy for other people, i really am. it doesn't seem fair that no one takes the time to do this same act for me, but once again - i'm too exhausted to really care. i get one day off a week (if i'm lucky - i usually still have to come in for a few hours) and i spend it cleaning this godforsaken apartment i am stuck in for another year, all the while having my significant other tell me what a shithole this place it. yanno what? I KNOW IT'S A SHITHOLE! but i'm not going to be able to do any better dragging your ass around. ahem.
i just needed to bitch, i haven't really had the chance to. i haven't had a chance to do much of anything.
i worked 55 hours last week. this week is looking like it's going to be more of the same. i'm currently the acting assistant manager of my store only without the title and giant pay raise. that and i still have to take care of my supervisor duties. i currently work longer hours and have more responsibilities than our store manager, and i'm just so exhausted that i don't even care anymore.
i got the nice surprise of having to cover yet another month's rent all by myself (and i found out mere days before it was due). my already pillaged savings took another hit. it will not be able to take many more hits. i also pulled a 2-year-old's birthday party out of my ass (and savings).
my neck is still a ridiculous pain-inducing nightmare. luckily the pain clinic gave me the correct meds to allow me at least a little relief. it's the part of the day i look forward to the most, which is sad.
after that flu knocked me for a loop last week i got a cold. i'm a snot factory.
i just no longer feel like being nice, or quaint, or pleasant. i'm tired of making life easy for other people, i really am. it doesn't seem fair that no one takes the time to do this same act for me, but once again - i'm too exhausted to really care. i get one day off a week (if i'm lucky - i usually still have to come in for a few hours) and i spend it cleaning this godforsaken apartment i am stuck in for another year, all the while having my significant other tell me what a shithole this place it. yanno what? I KNOW IT'S A SHITHOLE! but i'm not going to be able to do any better dragging your ass around. ahem.
i just needed to bitch, i haven't really had the chance to. i haven't had a chance to do much of anything.
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