i've slept a total of about an hour. it's pointless to even try now cuz i have to get up for school in an hour. at least i don't have to work tonight, maybe i'll finally sleep. i want to take sleeping pills so i can get some rest, but i'm afraid if i stop breathing while i'm asleep that i won't wake up if i am under the influence. this is seriously the worst my chest has ever hurt. it takes a conscious effort to breathe.
i'm so cheerful.
i'm so cheerful.