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[sprinklethief]

i r droink idiot. sorry 'bout that. i'm just all pissy, i'm not ready to go back to work but i have to for monetary purposes, i've had a cold for about a month now, my car is destroyed, my boyfriend is jobless, his unemployment runs out next week, school starts in a week, i've blown through all of my savings and emergency money, my stupid spine is being an asshole and i've gained 15 lbs in one month. i'm just pretty miserable and it got the best of me yesterday. it was my preverbal last straw, and i realize its time to overhaul again, but i haven't got the slightest idea where to start.

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[couchemal.livejournal.com]

No problem here, I completely understand. And it's not like you don't have cause! I've been known to meltdown for NO REASON.

Are you trying to find ways to cut costs? Somewhere cheaper to live might be a good idea, although you'd have to move and your back is all messed up. Hmm. If you want to make a buck, maybe you could sell things you don't absolutely *have* to have on Craigslist? After the hurricane and Krypt lost his job, we got a booth at a flea market (woo, white trash extravaganza), and had a massive sell-off of CDs and DVDs. I just ripped everything beforehand and made crazy backups so I wouldn't lose anything if you computer died.

I wish I lived nearby, I'd come help your ass SOMEHOW. If nothing else I could be cleaning your bathroom.

Whatever else goes on, I know any broke-ass condition you have will reverse itself at some point because of how HARD you work. I've always envied and admired that trait, your drive to fucking GET SHIT DONE. I can't make myself do DICK. Haha literally.

[couchemal.livejournal.com]

Woo, look at me, full of unasked-for advice. I just really sympathize is all.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

you're fine. i need all the advice i can get right now to be quite honest

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i've been thinking about moving somewhere cheaper actually, that's why we started looking at houses because with rates how they are right now it would actually be cheaper to own a house.

[couchemal.livejournal.com]

Oh man, that sucks that you don't have your down payment anymore then. You'd need that for a deposit on an apartment, too. I forgot all about that shit. UGH.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

that's just the way life always goes for me. it's infuriating.