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[sprinklethief]

i r droink idiot. sorry 'bout that. i'm just all pissy, i'm not ready to go back to work but i have to for monetary purposes, i've had a cold for about a month now, my car is destroyed, my boyfriend is jobless, his unemployment runs out next week, school starts in a week, i've blown through all of my savings and emergency money, my stupid spine is being an asshole and i've gained 15 lbs in one month. i'm just pretty miserable and it got the best of me yesterday. it was my preverbal last straw, and i realize its time to overhaul again, but i haven't got the slightest idea where to start.