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[sprinklethief]

the drunker i getm the better the easy out looks. which is why i'm goign to bed. no brain spray paint to clean upo, and at best i'll have a damn good hangover. fuck you st. pauly girl. fuck you for being on sale. fuck you for getting me too drunk. and while i'm at it, fuck everything else. seriously. fuck everything. every last thing. every single person who's ever told me "it's gonna be okay" you know what?!:! FUCK YOU IT'S NOT GOING TO BE OKAY AND IT NEVER WILL BE SO STOP LYING TO ME AND BE A GODDAMN REALIST. THERE IS NO GOD, THERE IS NO DEVIL, THERE'S JUST SHIT AND WE'RE ALL JUST FUCKING STANDING IN LINE LIKE A BUCH OF GODDAMN SHEEP WAITING FOR OUR FUCKING SPOONFULL.

FUCK YOU.

seriously. fuck even trying. ever.

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[waffles2poles.livejournal.com]

I don't need to be drunk to know that life SUUUUUUUUCKS right now.

But shit happens in waves and this particualr wave crashed hard and long with NJ shore sewage but eventually, you'll catch a nice wave that'll hit you upside the head.

Trust when I say, I always think about giving up and calling it a day on life but I wanna see how this all plays out.

So, fuck me but there's always hope. *huggles*

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i'm a worst case scenario kind of person. it works out because you're prepared for the worst and you're surprised if it doesn't come.

[waffles2poles.livejournal.com]

I'm worst case senario, too but at my core I have this hopeful- to- a -fault gulliblilty. It's the bp in me :/

I read an article in a mag that people shouldn't try to cheer people up with the " It gets better/don't worry be happy" shit. I read that and thought of what I wrote to you.

So, sorry about the RAH RAH SISS BOOM BAH! shite.

Be well.