i think the disk that was herniated in my neck finally tore and blew out. i awoke this morning screaming in pain, like literally, and sobbing. after about an hour of trying to sit up, joey brought me in a vicodin (i threw away all my percocet from the spine fusion cuz i wanted to be off drugs) which barely helped. the doc called in tylenol 3 because i didn't have time to go pick up a script for percocet, so here i am.

something tells me surgery is in my very near future. so not happy about going under the knife again, but i hear cervical spine has a shorter recovery time than lumbar.

why can't i ever get a break!??

From: [identity profile] ciani.livejournal.com


oh honey that sucks :( :( Try to relax and hopefully some of the inflamation will drop. If you can get the perc script then you can take aleve with it, but I don't know if you can take aleve with t3.

next time you should send your drugs to someone else or lock them up somewhere. I'm paranoid about the drugs now but I'll never give up my painkillers just in case I need them. (case in point I had to take one of my darvosets today.. last one actually)

f-ing spines

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


yeah, i'm kinda kicking myself for tossing them now, but i just didn't trust myself. i was starting to take them for both physical AND emotional pain, which is no good for an ex heroin addict, lol.

i miss mah percocet. i loveded you percocet, i loveded you!

From: [identity profile] ciani.livejournal.com


yeah percoset is awesome til you try to stop taking them and want to die from the withdrawal hell!

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


a-freaking-men on that. skin crawly toss and turn yuckness. oh, and the cold sweats?! WONDERFUL!

From: [identity profile] ciani.livejournal.com


seriously! and there was the morphine induced itch fest. I thought I was going to rip my skin off.
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