back to a life of popping vicodin and muscle relaxers. i've been wearing my back brace a lot more than i care to admit, and now i'm about to begin using my TENS unit. i can already feel the depression kicking in as a mixture of narcotics and just being in so much pain again.

last night joey tried to rub my back and discovered that i have knots in the muscle from just above my surgery scar to the back of my knee on the right side. they also wrap around to my abdomen. i'd really like to know what the hell has gone wrong. it's just not fucking fair.

figures, just in tome for vacation too.

hate.

From: [identity profile] daliah.livejournal.com


seriously, you should give accupuncture a try. it just might work!
this all sucks, im sorry!

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


i have a friend who's a naturopath-type person. i told her that i give up on western medicine and she said to give her a call. i think i'll be doing that this week, most certainly.

From: [identity profile] lucidrebellion.livejournal.com


TENS unit sucks. It made me hurt WORSE both times they used it on my R hip. that thing is draconian, i tell you. Waterbording would have felt better.
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