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so today i go to see the pulmonologist. lets hope this is the end of the road for me. i've been pretty sick for over three months now and it's ridiculous that no one can come up with a tangible answer. if i have to take one more antibiotic i'm going to cry, and my inhaler isn't working so great anymore either.
at my pulmonary function test i passed out twice, lol. i guess that's sort of common, at least that's what the tech said. that tech was the weirdest little man i've ever met. he was like a mixture of our one pharmacist tony and dr. cox from scrubs. weird, weird man.
so we should be moving across the building in a few weeks. fucking yay. i so love moving, hence why i've stayed in the SAME DAMN APARTMENT for so long. even better, when our lease is up in november we get to do it all again unless the landlord will offer us a shortened lease so i can leave for grad school. fat chance.
sunday is mother's day. i'm not sure how i feel about that, or what i'll do really. my mom and i have a very tense relationship these days. i wouldn't say i hate her but i don't particularly like her either. i've found out pretty much everything she's told me about my family has been lies, which shouldn't have come as a surprise as she's lied to me about everything from my heritage to where i was born. why would you do that to your child? seriously? i'm still gonna buy her something though, because she *is* my mother, and i understand that i am fortunate to have one, i just wish she wasn't such an asshole.
boy am i tired.
at my pulmonary function test i passed out twice, lol. i guess that's sort of common, at least that's what the tech said. that tech was the weirdest little man i've ever met. he was like a mixture of our one pharmacist tony and dr. cox from scrubs. weird, weird man.
so we should be moving across the building in a few weeks. fucking yay. i so love moving, hence why i've stayed in the SAME DAMN APARTMENT for so long. even better, when our lease is up in november we get to do it all again unless the landlord will offer us a shortened lease so i can leave for grad school. fat chance.
sunday is mother's day. i'm not sure how i feel about that, or what i'll do really. my mom and i have a very tense relationship these days. i wouldn't say i hate her but i don't particularly like her either. i've found out pretty much everything she's told me about my family has been lies, which shouldn't have come as a surprise as she's lied to me about everything from my heritage to where i was born. why would you do that to your child? seriously? i'm still gonna buy her something though, because she *is* my mother, and i understand that i am fortunate to have one, i just wish she wasn't such an asshole.
boy am i tired.