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I GOT IN WITH A SHRINK!!!
i guess after calling up crying a few seperate times to check to see if they'll fucking get me in asap or not and leaving me hanging for two weeks paid off. i go in feb 9th, whuch kinda sucks because i'm dizzy and disoriented NOW, but it's better than march 20th which was the soonest i could get in with my shrink.
aparently there's someone who's supposed to be taking over my shrink's practice while she's gone, which they didn't tell me when they called me to cancel the appointment back in the beginning of january, and when i called today desperate for help they gave me the number. when i called that office the receptionist had absolutely no idea what i was talking about. i checked myself to see if i'd slipped into german by accident and maybe that's why she sounded so dumbfounded but no, i was speaking english my friends. this woman was a bonefied idiot. she took my name and number and asked what was wrong and i told her and she's like "oh, that sucks." YES IT DOES SUCK TO LOSE YOUR ENTIRE CONCIOUSNESS TO A FUCKING BOTTLE OF PILLS THAT IF YOU STOP TAKING THEM YOU WILL KILL YOURSELF YOU PICE OF SHIT!!!! by the end of the conversation i was delerious with anger and frustration and bawling my eyes out and she hung up on me. that's right. you read that right. SHE HUNG UP ON ME!
at any rate, the original shrink i called when mine bailed on me called back finally (well the bitchy receptionist did at least) to tell me that they will get me in. i called them in tears yesterday and the jerk on the phone told me that "there's nothing i can do about it, we can't get you in till may, so you might as well stop crying." wtf dude. why are receptionists at shrinks offices such asshats? but the original bitchy one from that office called me back today and said that she pushed to get me in sooner since i'd been so persistant and there was a cancelation on the 9th that's all mine. bitchylady just earned cool points.
i'm actually somewhat psyched about seeing this lady because she's one of the more reknown shrinks around here who specializes in bipolar and people with suicidal tendancies as well as anxiety. you know when the crazy people on the ward are raving about someone they've gotta be good. my therapist, who's opinion i trust very much so, actually suggested this person to me saying she thought we'd be a good fit, which is reassuring. hell, if we click well i might just drop G.I. shrink and stick with this broad. i can't wait to get my meds fixed and get my fucking life back. urgh.
i guess after calling up crying a few seperate times to check to see if they'll fucking get me in asap or not and leaving me hanging for two weeks paid off. i go in feb 9th, whuch kinda sucks because i'm dizzy and disoriented NOW, but it's better than march 20th which was the soonest i could get in with my shrink.
aparently there's someone who's supposed to be taking over my shrink's practice while she's gone, which they didn't tell me when they called me to cancel the appointment back in the beginning of january, and when i called today desperate for help they gave me the number. when i called that office the receptionist had absolutely no idea what i was talking about. i checked myself to see if i'd slipped into german by accident and maybe that's why she sounded so dumbfounded but no, i was speaking english my friends. this woman was a bonefied idiot. she took my name and number and asked what was wrong and i told her and she's like "oh, that sucks." YES IT DOES SUCK TO LOSE YOUR ENTIRE CONCIOUSNESS TO A FUCKING BOTTLE OF PILLS THAT IF YOU STOP TAKING THEM YOU WILL KILL YOURSELF YOU PICE OF SHIT!!!! by the end of the conversation i was delerious with anger and frustration and bawling my eyes out and she hung up on me. that's right. you read that right. SHE HUNG UP ON ME!
at any rate, the original shrink i called when mine bailed on me called back finally (well the bitchy receptionist did at least) to tell me that they will get me in. i called them in tears yesterday and the jerk on the phone told me that "there's nothing i can do about it, we can't get you in till may, so you might as well stop crying." wtf dude. why are receptionists at shrinks offices such asshats? but the original bitchy one from that office called me back today and said that she pushed to get me in sooner since i'd been so persistant and there was a cancelation on the 9th that's all mine. bitchylady just earned cool points.
i'm actually somewhat psyched about seeing this lady because she's one of the more reknown shrinks around here who specializes in bipolar and people with suicidal tendancies as well as anxiety. you know when the crazy people on the ward are raving about someone they've gotta be good. my therapist, who's opinion i trust very much so, actually suggested this person to me saying she thought we'd be a good fit, which is reassuring. hell, if we click well i might just drop G.I. shrink and stick with this broad. i can't wait to get my meds fixed and get my fucking life back. urgh.
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of course i'm not on them now and i am about to lose it.
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Hope this all works out for you sweetie.