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[sprinklethief]

i was making such good process...

my meds started tripping me up, fucking me up and making it so that i coudln't sleep but i was so tired that i couldn't get out of bed.

i stopped taking my mood stabalizer... i've been insanely swinging all day, small things are piling up on me... i don't feel like i can survive the night... but i know i will.

i'm going to take the trileptol after dinner tonight so i can try to get back on track. i HATE that the meds rule my life so much. i hate that i need them to deal, and i hate that i haven't found a new shrink yet to get these med problems under control. i understand that i need them, but i still hate that i do.

i'm going to go read and wait for wyl to call so he can come pet me and make me chill out. everything is so.... AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGHGHGHGH!!!

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[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i'm afraid there isn't an effective natural way, trust me, i've searched high and low.

this is all i have

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

maybe, but the mind has a wonderful ability to heal itself and the body.
*feels really cheesy now*