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i was making such good process...
my meds started tripping me up, fucking me up and making it so that i coudln't sleep but i was so tired that i couldn't get out of bed.
i stopped taking my mood stabalizer... i've been insanely swinging all day, small things are piling up on me... i don't feel like i can survive the night... but i know i will.
i'm going to take the trileptol after dinner tonight so i can try to get back on track. i HATE that the meds rule my life so much. i hate that i need them to deal, and i hate that i haven't found a new shrink yet to get these med problems under control. i understand that i need them, but i still hate that i do.
i'm going to go read and wait for wyl to call so he can come pet me and make me chill out. everything is so.... AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGHGHGHGH!!!
my meds started tripping me up, fucking me up and making it so that i coudln't sleep but i was so tired that i couldn't get out of bed.
i stopped taking my mood stabalizer... i've been insanely swinging all day, small things are piling up on me... i don't feel like i can survive the night... but i know i will.
i'm going to take the trileptol after dinner tonight so i can try to get back on track. i HATE that the meds rule my life so much. i hate that i need them to deal, and i hate that i haven't found a new shrink yet to get these med problems under control. i understand that i need them, but i still hate that i do.
i'm going to go read and wait for wyl to call so he can come pet me and make me chill out. everything is so.... AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGHGHGHGH!!!
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DON'T TORTURE THE CRAZY PEOPLE!