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yeah, so i've officially gained 20lbs. granted i went from consuming about 1000 calories burning over 3000 calories a day to burning MAYBE 1200 when i consume MUCH more so what did i expect?
i can't wait until i can get out and about again. the incision sites are healing up pretty well, as soon as i get the go ahead you better believe my ass is getting in the pool to get some good old fashion cardio. joey says he doesn't notice a difference, i say it's because he hasn't seen me naked in weeks, lol. i just want my 6 pack back. my thighs aren't touching yet so i'm still not in the red, but i just FEEL fat. i know i'm technically still within a healthy BMI but still...
so yeah, phase one, reform my eating habits. i did pretty good today. i ate strawberries instead of chips and baked chicken instead of pizza. i'm just so doped up all the time that i don't really notice what i'm eating. i just cant wait to be active again
i just can't wait to exercise again. i'm so craving that endorphin rush. and sex. i miss that so bad (i'm sure you all wanted to know that). this is the longest we've ever gone (we usually cave 2-3 days into breaks, but this time we don't want to screw up my back's healing process so we're being good) and i'm going NUTS!
god, healing sucks. i'm still glad i did it though. no matter how blinding the pain can be sometimes, i know it's a healing pain - i know it's going to go away.
ugh, i need to get in better sleeping habits too.
i can't wait until i can get out and about again. the incision sites are healing up pretty well, as soon as i get the go ahead you better believe my ass is getting in the pool to get some good old fashion cardio. joey says he doesn't notice a difference, i say it's because he hasn't seen me naked in weeks, lol. i just want my 6 pack back. my thighs aren't touching yet so i'm still not in the red, but i just FEEL fat. i know i'm technically still within a healthy BMI but still...
so yeah, phase one, reform my eating habits. i did pretty good today. i ate strawberries instead of chips and baked chicken instead of pizza. i'm just so doped up all the time that i don't really notice what i'm eating. i just cant wait to be active again
i just can't wait to exercise again. i'm so craving that endorphin rush. and sex. i miss that so bad (i'm sure you all wanted to know that). this is the longest we've ever gone (we usually cave 2-3 days into breaks, but this time we don't want to screw up my back's healing process so we're being good) and i'm going NUTS!
god, healing sucks. i'm still glad i did it though. no matter how blinding the pain can be sometimes, i know it's a healing pain - i know it's going to go away.
ugh, i need to get in better sleeping habits too.