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FINALS ARE FUCKING OVER THANK GOD!!!!
too bad my surgeon's office is closed for a christmas party. i called because we were supposed to finalize my surgery date but no one ever called me. good to know they're off drinking spiked egg nog and trading gifts when i still need to get all my info in to get my time off work (and so it doesn't get fucked up again like last time). now i get to fucking wait till monday. nice.
i'm sick of the american health care system. i'm sick of something that should only take a few hours being dragged out over a few months. this is retarded. i want off these meds. i want off them NOW. i don't LIKE being brain-fucked all the time. i don't LIKE searing pain down my legs any time i move. i have to make like 10 appointments to get one thing done. i'm in the hole $2300 (and that's just copays) for all those pointless surgeries and physical therapy. i'm done. i'm fucking done. i'm going to start being that asshole that everyone cringes when they see/hear me cuz you know what? those are the only people that seem to get what they want. i'm gonna start hamming up my pain so the doctors pay attention. i've always been sweet as candy to these people and you know what that's gotten me? a great big pile of hurry up and wait while we suck you dry cent by red fucking cent.
GRAAAAAAH!
too bad my surgeon's office is closed for a christmas party. i called because we were supposed to finalize my surgery date but no one ever called me. good to know they're off drinking spiked egg nog and trading gifts when i still need to get all my info in to get my time off work (and so it doesn't get fucked up again like last time). now i get to fucking wait till monday. nice.
i'm sick of the american health care system. i'm sick of something that should only take a few hours being dragged out over a few months. this is retarded. i want off these meds. i want off them NOW. i don't LIKE being brain-fucked all the time. i don't LIKE searing pain down my legs any time i move. i have to make like 10 appointments to get one thing done. i'm in the hole $2300 (and that's just copays) for all those pointless surgeries and physical therapy. i'm done. i'm fucking done. i'm going to start being that asshole that everyone cringes when they see/hear me cuz you know what? those are the only people that seem to get what they want. i'm gonna start hamming up my pain so the doctors pay attention. i've always been sweet as candy to these people and you know what that's gotten me? a great big pile of hurry up and wait while we suck you dry cent by red fucking cent.
GRAAAAAAH!