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[sprinklethief]

each day this week has been a little worse than the last. today my arms are shaky and i can barely lift them above my rib cage. i don't know how the hell i'm going to do all the shit i need to do today. i have a doctor's appointment in a few hours so hopefully she can shed some light for me. i somehow have to tape a 5 minute conversation with another student in sign language after that.

i have no idea how work is going to happen as i don't foresee being able to even ring people out as i don't think i can reach across a counter for the assholes who throw their money down on the counter instead of hand it to me. or the other assholes who keep their items on the very edge of the counter closest to them and make us bend across the counter to retrieve them. by the end of last night i was shaking from pain and sort of blacking out off and on (well, more blanking out). and sleep? hah. percocet's got nothin' on me. every few minutes it felt like i woke up cuz something went numb or something was burning or something was aching.

god i just want this to be over.

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[joybeans.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry you're suffering so much. I wish there was something I could do for you. I hope there's something someone can do for you! *hugs*

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

yeah, apparently it's called 7.5-325mg percocests 4 times a day :P

i do have a couple surgical consults coming up to figure out if they're going to fuse or replace the lower disk. since my neck is gonna be workers comp she said they'll keep it tied up in the system for at least 3 months. yay to not being able to use my arms because of bureaucracy.