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i think my neck might actually hurt WORSE now that i've slept on it.
i cried for at least a good hour last night because of the pain (amongst the rest of the shitstorm that's been following me)
i'm really beginning to lose hope - in everything. i'm so close to giving up and just walking away (no, i'm not suicidal). i just can't believe all of these things that keep happening. i'm terrified to see what's next. which car company is going to strike next, what else is going to break, what else am i going to injure, what test/quiz am i going to fuck up next. i keep thinking that i can't handle much more, but then something else happens and i'm forced to.
i'm just so frustrated and stressed. this new injury is just making matters that much worse. i'm done man, i'm done.
i cried for at least a good hour last night because of the pain (amongst the rest of the shitstorm that's been following me)
i'm really beginning to lose hope - in everything. i'm so close to giving up and just walking away (no, i'm not suicidal). i just can't believe all of these things that keep happening. i'm terrified to see what's next. which car company is going to strike next, what else is going to break, what else am i going to injure, what test/quiz am i going to fuck up next. i keep thinking that i can't handle much more, but then something else happens and i'm forced to.
i'm just so frustrated and stressed. this new injury is just making matters that much worse. i'm done man, i'm done.