i think i herniated a disk between my shoulder blades high up enough to be considered almost where the neck starts, right toward the top of the thoracic area where the spine starts to curve back in. my arm keeps going numb and i have very little sensation on the skin. great, cuz you know, i can totally afford that and all. i still have a surgery on nov 5th for the other fucked part of my back that's going to set me back.

when it rains a building falls on your head, right?

ugh, i hate vicodin. i remember when i used to snort these for fun, now i hate them.

i'm sick of being injured in one way or another. i sick of being sick. i'm sick of being poor. i'm just sick of all this bad luck raining down on me.

i need to go to bed, i have to go to class in the morning.
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