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new psychiatrist today.

fire alarm went off all morning in the building.

finally get outside my can had been broken into and gutted of anything with value.

get to work, assinine realtor i'm dealing with to get these people into a home has left 5 FUCKING MESSAGES asking me how to write up a counter offer. I'M A FUCKING LOAN OFFICER HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW YOU ARE THE REALTOR YOU STUPID OLD BAG OF ASS CORPSE OF A WOMAN DIE ALREADY SO THESE PEOPLE CAN STOP GETTING SCREWED BY YOUR STUPIDITY WHY ARE YOU A REALTOR IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT I HATE YOU!

and the chick at the title company is an asshead.

and i've already blown up on jen for the day. i wish she'd not work here. a lot.

i hate today.

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i need a car alarm. imagine their faces if that would have went off, lol.

quote of the day...

"The world needs more vigilantes." -point9repeating


get me my cape and spandex boyeeeee (minus 50 lbs, lol)

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so i went to my new psychiatrist today...

his name is boris royak - dr. boris.

i LIKE him. actually LIKE him. he asked what i majored in while i was in college and i couldn't remember the term and said "graphic communication" (it was visual communication design...) and he was like "you mean like foul language?"

points for sense of humor. he's my first psychiatrist with one of those.

anyhow, i'm allowing myself to be re-medicated now that i know i can't handle being meds-less.

what's funny is when i was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder i researched the hell out of the meds and treatments for months and came up with a mixture of topomax and wellbutrin as a suitable med mix. my old psychiatrist who didn't like input and actually DISCOURAGED me from researching because i'm "not a doctor" vehemently denied it would help me in the least.

guess what i was just prescribed, not even saying a word about it to him...

stupid wench.

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i was just lookin gin the mirror drinking lemon juice shots cuz the face i make is really funny, lol...

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dood, gary numan and devo were both featured on vh1's 1 hit wonders...

WTF?!?