bore, heh

Your Underground 80's Cult Band by Caleb VB
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You form the band with:	matafleur
Your sound is influenced by:	The Sisters of Mercy, Gang of Four, Visage
Your mode of dress/fashion claim-to-fame:	Black lipstick and a brown tweed coat.
The name of your group is:	The Melting Sun
Your downfall/decline of popularity is caused by:	Public backlash due to the lead singer calling Margaret Thatcher a "moose-faced bore".
Your instrument of choice:	SynthesizerGuitarDrums, babyMy voicebassWhat? I'm a dancer.
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it's just that i haven't felt like myself. i haven't wanted to go out and be superficial. i haven't wanted to do anything at all really. it's become a chore to smile, to act.

i feel like there's no point in this, i don't feel needed, or even wanted. was the whole thing a mistake? should i have kept my mouth shut way back when? would we still be friends if i had? would you even like me, or would we have had another year-long falling out by now? we aren't friends anymore and i don't know why. i don't have a solution, i'm part of the problem.

i wish it all made sense.

i wish it wasn't such a chore to like me.

i wish i liked me.