i'm bleeding from places i shouldn't be... this horrible pain has become second nature... i need to make a doctor's appointment, and soon. like tomorrow soon. like i maybe should go to the hospital but i don't need any more medical bills soon.

so today at work, i got to train the new game rush manager...

yanno, the position i was promised 8 FUCKING MONTHS AGO!!!

this is the third person i've trained for this job. naser, whom i expected to be calm about it was really pissed. the district manager called him THIS MORNING to tell him that this person was coming, after pushing me for the position. he called district mark, whom i've had many a conversation with. let's hope something happens.

i'm so bummed.
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