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my stomach is a boiling mass of meat right now and has been for a few days. i haven't thrown up this much since last year when i got sick and lost a million pounds. it sucks because i'm starving but every time i eat.... bluuuurp! ::sploosh::
my brain won't slow down enough for me to sleep, plus i keep getting shooting pains in different areas of my body. fun fun. the muscles that run up the back of the right thigh has been stiff as a rock for a few days, and it's been really tensed up for almost a year now (hence the limp if you've seen me within the past year). my knee keeps trying to buckle too as well as my ankle. maybe i should just have that leg taken off (it's also the one with the hard growth off of the bone on the heel). the thought of me prancing around in high heels years ago is hilarious now, me all gimped up and all.
it would be so awesome to go to sleep and wake up with NO health problems. or to just go to sleep.
blah.
i'm soooooooo tired. i don't dare take a sleeping pill though, that WILL make me throw up. any liquid really seems to trigger it the worst. that and sugar.
this sucks.
my brain won't slow down enough for me to sleep, plus i keep getting shooting pains in different areas of my body. fun fun. the muscles that run up the back of the right thigh has been stiff as a rock for a few days, and it's been really tensed up for almost a year now (hence the limp if you've seen me within the past year). my knee keeps trying to buckle too as well as my ankle. maybe i should just have that leg taken off (it's also the one with the hard growth off of the bone on the heel). the thought of me prancing around in high heels years ago is hilarious now, me all gimped up and all.
it would be so awesome to go to sleep and wake up with NO health problems. or to just go to sleep.
blah.
i'm soooooooo tired. i don't dare take a sleeping pill though, that WILL make me throw up. any liquid really seems to trigger it the worst. that and sugar.
this sucks.
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