i'm tired of feeling so... blah.

i laid down in bed last night at 7 to pet a cat and woke up at 4am. all i want to do is sleep, and i was so exhausted physically and emotionally that i just blanked out and passed out.

my lungs sting with every breath, my chest won't stop swelling up (even though in the ER they said it was nothing dangerous... what the hell is that? my chest is swelling so much it's squeezing my heart so i constantly feel like i'm having a goddamn heart attack!)

everything needs to stop sucking. like now. i can't handle much more.

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One of my marines has/had the same thng. Its probaly from what you are telling, an intercostal muscle strain. The muscles are used so much, so often, that when inhalation occurs if hurts that much..

but like i said, its based on small information...=)
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