i'm awake after a mere 3 hours sleep. ask me how excited i am about that.

no matter what i did last night, as soon as i started to fall asleep (which is a feat in and of itself since my sedative has been discontinued - odd seeing how i'm ALWAYS TIRED - i just can't fall asleep) something would wake me up. every goddamn time. the last time i looked at the clock it said 6:18. my clock is 15 minutes fast. and i had to wake up at 9.

i'm drinking coffee for the first time since being able to tolerate caffeine again. lets see how fun this is going to be.
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