i give up on eating from here on out. i have not been able to keep one thing down all week and my stomach muscles hurt from retching. i swear the enamel on the back of my teeth is wearing down. i've already lost 3 lbs.

i haven't taken my stomach meds in quite some time because they're just too damn expensive, and my doctor fucked up my prescription for the patient assistance program so now i have to re-apply because she never called them back to tell them she'll change the quantity. if i wasn't so scared of it falling out i'd be pulling out my hair.

everything sucks. i think i'm going to go throw up again.
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