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it's hard to believe how much you life can 180. this time last year i was so depressed and miserable, working a job i was steadily beginning to hate, living in an apartment that felt more like a prison and wyl and i were at eachother's throats every second of the day. my health was on a steady decline, i could hardly walk up stairs and my hair was beginning to fall out. i tried my damndest to excercise so my body would be in better shape/health but it just seemed to aggravate the issues...
now, one year later, i'm back in school - on dean's list. i just got accepted into the pre-med program and work in a pharmacy that actually isn't so bad (compared to the mortgage firm). i'm 70 lbs lighter, i walk about 2 miles a day (well, on school days) and my hair has finally stopped falling out. wyl and i are just like we were the very first time we ever hooked up years upon years ago - yanno, giddy, retarded over eachother. we COMMUNICATE instead of get shitty with eachother. we act like we just got together even though we've known eachother like the back of our hands for almost 10 years now. it seems like every day we discover something new about eachother even though we thought we knew it all.
and my pre-med advisor things i actually have a shot at my dream school as my med school.
i'd say life's little mishaps have a strange way of showing you what you're made of. i thought i was the biggest pile of shit that was ever molded into human form, then i got up and did something about it. of course it took a lot of fear-conquering and the help and support of a few REAL friends... the rest have been weeded out because i don't need any social parasites. what's that saying..... a friend will come bail you out of jail, a real friend will be sitting beside you saying "damn that was fun!" i just hope to someday return the favor, i don't think those people know just how much they helped me. i feel like an asshole sometimes because i don't keep in contact like i should due to so much studying and school/work. i'll just buy them each a hummer when i'm a famous doctor. why a hummer? hell if i know.
so yeah, i need to get ready for work, but i had to spit out what was in my head.
now, one year later, i'm back in school - on dean's list. i just got accepted into the pre-med program and work in a pharmacy that actually isn't so bad (compared to the mortgage firm). i'm 70 lbs lighter, i walk about 2 miles a day (well, on school days) and my hair has finally stopped falling out. wyl and i are just like we were the very first time we ever hooked up years upon years ago - yanno, giddy, retarded over eachother. we COMMUNICATE instead of get shitty with eachother. we act like we just got together even though we've known eachother like the back of our hands for almost 10 years now. it seems like every day we discover something new about eachother even though we thought we knew it all.
and my pre-med advisor things i actually have a shot at my dream school as my med school.
i'd say life's little mishaps have a strange way of showing you what you're made of. i thought i was the biggest pile of shit that was ever molded into human form, then i got up and did something about it. of course it took a lot of fear-conquering and the help and support of a few REAL friends... the rest have been weeded out because i don't need any social parasites. what's that saying..... a friend will come bail you out of jail, a real friend will be sitting beside you saying "damn that was fun!" i just hope to someday return the favor, i don't think those people know just how much they helped me. i feel like an asshole sometimes because i don't keep in contact like i should due to so much studying and school/work. i'll just buy them each a hummer when i'm a famous doctor. why a hummer? hell if i know.
so yeah, i need to get ready for work, but i had to spit out what was in my head.
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Hummers?!
I'll take one I suppose, but only for $1,000.
And Wyl can't watch, or he has to pay $100.
Asshole.
~Lebowski
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Good for you! Finally!
I've watched you struggle through your posts from afar. Nice to see things are looking golden.
Enjoy!
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xoxoxo