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so yeah, on strattera i could only stay up maybe 3-4 hours at a time.
off strattera i'm not the least bit tired and i've been up for 15 hours (which used to be nothing to me). my body ache went away but now i have this painful cough.
then again i *do* work in a pharmacy so i prolly caught some monkey pox from some jackass who let their kids cough on the counter or sneeze in my face. i love that, wiping mucus off my face and the parent just laughs. if i didn't need this crappy ass job so bad i'd rip the kid over the counter and feed them to the shredder.
well then.
luckily i still have a magnificent array of sleeping pills from all the failed mania treatments, i don't think i'm manic so maybe one of them will work this time. i think i'll try the rozerem first. i remember that one actually somewhat working one time. that's also the one i chased with nyquil once tho when i had the 3 month flu this year and was pretty much dead to the world for two days. i think wyl and his roomies thought i was dead.
i would try the lunesta again but i'm not in the mood for a two day long bad trip. i've had enough hallucinations produced by my own think meats that i don't need a sleeping pill making me dream with my eyes open.
i also have some atarax that they apparently give to people before surgeries to calm them down (and it's also an antihistamine?!). when i took it i just hacked up a mucus ball that looked as though it might try to tackle me... but no sleep.
i wish they'd just throw in the towel and hook a sista up with some ambien. to date that mixed with trazidone is the only thing that's ever knocked me out, but they won't give me trazidone anymore after my little... incident... but oh well. i tried to get out of bed while the combo was knocking me out anyways, my body is just like "SLEEP? WE DON'T NEED NO STINKIN' SLEEP!" and wyl was all like "kym, get back in bed, you're asleep" and i think i told him i wasn't or something.
this is long, maybe i am manic?
oh, it's also that time of year, i am replaying FF7. aparently someone over at robot chicken is too...
off strattera i'm not the least bit tired and i've been up for 15 hours (which used to be nothing to me). my body ache went away but now i have this painful cough.
then again i *do* work in a pharmacy so i prolly caught some monkey pox from some jackass who let their kids cough on the counter or sneeze in my face. i love that, wiping mucus off my face and the parent just laughs. if i didn't need this crappy ass job so bad i'd rip the kid over the counter and feed them to the shredder.
well then.
luckily i still have a magnificent array of sleeping pills from all the failed mania treatments, i don't think i'm manic so maybe one of them will work this time. i think i'll try the rozerem first. i remember that one actually somewhat working one time. that's also the one i chased with nyquil once tho when i had the 3 month flu this year and was pretty much dead to the world for two days. i think wyl and his roomies thought i was dead.
i would try the lunesta again but i'm not in the mood for a two day long bad trip. i've had enough hallucinations produced by my own think meats that i don't need a sleeping pill making me dream with my eyes open.
i also have some atarax that they apparently give to people before surgeries to calm them down (and it's also an antihistamine?!). when i took it i just hacked up a mucus ball that looked as though it might try to tackle me... but no sleep.
i wish they'd just throw in the towel and hook a sista up with some ambien. to date that mixed with trazidone is the only thing that's ever knocked me out, but they won't give me trazidone anymore after my little... incident... but oh well. i tried to get out of bed while the combo was knocking me out anyways, my body is just like "SLEEP? WE DON'T NEED NO STINKIN' SLEEP!" and wyl was all like "kym, get back in bed, you're asleep" and i think i told him i wasn't or something.
this is long, maybe i am manic?
oh, it's also that time of year, i am replaying FF7. aparently someone over at robot chicken is too...
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I was showing the wife how much of a beat Sepiroth was in KH1 and stumbled upon him in KH2 while we were talking about it. I told her i wouldnt last a minute, and didnt last 15 seconds.