i've called the vet twice today for yappa's test results and the vet is at another facilities. THEY SAID THEY WOULD CALL ME MONDAY AFTERNOON!!!! so she's gonna call me tonight supposedly. this isn't fucking funny. this isn't fucking funny at all goddammit.
now i'm also looking at being behind on all of my bills. i'm not sure of it yet but i might be like $300 short of everything. living alone is fucking hard sometimes when you have a bullshit job that pays nothing. i won't get my summer aid until june, that is if my waiver goes through which it's not looking like it's going to.
i'm glad mum is helping me with yappa's vet bills, i don't know what i would have done otherwise.
i'm so screwed. i'm about to go be a dancer again so i can make ends meet. yes, it's getting that bad. i hope something good happens soon. i *did* work easter though so i got triple time for it, plus my regular 32 hours, so i should have a fairly decent paycheck coming. i hate having to work so many hours and trying to study for finals. it's so fucking hard, and then i see all these children of yuppies and the boomerang generation whining because they work too much and they only got a job so they could have drinking money because mummy and daddy pay for everything. fuck these people, and they look down on ME as i'm ringing them out for being a lowly cashier. at least i won't fall on my face in the really real world.
fuck all this. i have to go BACK to work now. i finally have a day off tomorrow but i'm "on call" because he might "need me" and my dumb ass will probably go in because i'm broke.
now i'm also looking at being behind on all of my bills. i'm not sure of it yet but i might be like $300 short of everything. living alone is fucking hard sometimes when you have a bullshit job that pays nothing. i won't get my summer aid until june, that is if my waiver goes through which it's not looking like it's going to.
i'm glad mum is helping me with yappa's vet bills, i don't know what i would have done otherwise.
i'm so screwed. i'm about to go be a dancer again so i can make ends meet. yes, it's getting that bad. i hope something good happens soon. i *did* work easter though so i got triple time for it, plus my regular 32 hours, so i should have a fairly decent paycheck coming. i hate having to work so many hours and trying to study for finals. it's so fucking hard, and then i see all these children of yuppies and the boomerang generation whining because they work too much and they only got a job so they could have drinking money because mummy and daddy pay for everything. fuck these people, and they look down on ME as i'm ringing them out for being a lowly cashier. at least i won't fall on my face in the really real world.
fuck all this. i have to go BACK to work now. i finally have a day off tomorrow but i'm "on call" because he might "need me" and my dumb ass will probably go in because i'm broke.
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Keep yo head up girl! HUGS