paranoia big destroya

[sprinklethief]

yappa's going to the vet tomorrow morning. i'm nervous as hell cuz she's been peeing frequently and drinking tons of water but not really eating so much. she threw up white foamy yuck last night so i paniced. i know her joints must be getting bad cuz she doesn't really jummp up on stuff anymore, she kinda pulls herself up.

i mean, she is 16 years old for crissakes. i always have in the back of my head that our time together is limited, but now i'm freaking out. it was probably nothing but the vet lady said i need to bring her in fairly soon then made an appointment for the very next morning instead of my ususal week/week and a half wait.

there's no way i can afford this, but they're going to let me break up the payment into four checks that i write and leave there and then when i have the money i tell them to cash another one. i'm just so freaking nervous. i want my little dumpster kitty to be okay. if i find out something's wrong and it's my fault i'll never be able to fucking look at myself in the mirror again.

Comments

[stylish-deviant.livejournal.com]

why on earth would it be your fault?
regardless, i hope kitty cat is okay...
pet, pet, pet...

[nemesisn72.livejournal.com]

Honey, she is getting up there in age. I sincerely doubt it could possibly be anything you've done.

*hugs for you and the kitty*

[waffles2poles.livejournal.com]

I hope she's okay.

Hugs

[woodfaery.livejournal.com]

I hope you kitty is okay but I think you better get yourself ready if there is something seriously wrong. Just try to enjoy her as long as you can.

I don't think it is anything you have done. It sounds like you love her very much and wouldn't hurt/neglect her.

Good luck! Fingers crossed that it isn't too serious.