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yappa's going to the vet tomorrow morning. i'm nervous as hell cuz she's been peeing frequently and drinking tons of water but not really eating so much. she threw up white foamy yuck last night so i paniced. i know her joints must be getting bad cuz she doesn't really jummp up on stuff anymore, she kinda pulls herself up.
i mean, she is 16 years old for crissakes. i always have in the back of my head that our time together is limited, but now i'm freaking out. it was probably nothing but the vet lady said i need to bring her in fairly soon then made an appointment for the very next morning instead of my ususal week/week and a half wait.
there's no way i can afford this, but they're going to let me break up the payment into four checks that i write and leave there and then when i have the money i tell them to cash another one. i'm just so freaking nervous. i want my little dumpster kitty to be okay. if i find out something's wrong and it's my fault i'll never be able to fucking look at myself in the mirror again.
i mean, she is 16 years old for crissakes. i always have in the back of my head that our time together is limited, but now i'm freaking out. it was probably nothing but the vet lady said i need to bring her in fairly soon then made an appointment for the very next morning instead of my ususal week/week and a half wait.
there's no way i can afford this, but they're going to let me break up the payment into four checks that i write and leave there and then when i have the money i tell them to cash another one. i'm just so freaking nervous. i want my little dumpster kitty to be okay. if i find out something's wrong and it's my fault i'll never be able to fucking look at myself in the mirror again.