JUST STOP ALREADY

[sprinklethief]

saturday/sunday/monday i had some quirky flu-bug.

all week, seizure symptoms, possibly a seizure, not entirely sure as i've never had a non-med or drug enduced violent one. as i'm on topomax it doesn't make sense that i would have one, but then again my body is a mutant version of human and drugs seem to do different things to me than they're supposed to (can we say treatment resistant EVERYTHING?! even my goddamn herniated disk is treatment resistant)

then, yesterday, guess what? I WOKE UP WITH A DIFFERENT STRAIN OF THE FLU!

OKAY GOD YOU CAN STOP NOW!

flu + seizure + flu + very little sleep + still a shit ton of home work = cranky biotch.

in other news i'm currently holding a 4.0 this semester (not cumulative tho, i'm still cleaning up the mess from the last time i was in college, but i got my avereage up far enough to be accepted into my new major). but i have two exams this week, so we'll see how that goes...

strangely, even though i've been working EXTRA hard to keep my bipolar disorder a huge secret from everyone involved in my life that isn't close to me, my mother convinced me to register my "disability" with the university since my attention span has declined so horribly with the addition of topamax to my med coctail about 9 months ago. they're actually going to set up my own little "distraction free" room to take my exams in, and i get 25% more time to finish my exams.

i also get "priority registration" which means i get to register for classes BEFORE even the graduate students. i thought that was unfair, but the lady was like "stress makes your condition worse, what's more stressful than having to re-plan your whole schedule because the class you wanted is filled?" i guess i can see her point.

i guess i'm allowed to have a notetaker when my "condition" makes it too hard to make it to school as well, but i think that's flat out bullshit and might be taking it just a little to far and tempting fate a bit too much.

yeah, the flu still blows. it's that back of the throat sand paper one that makes you feel like you got hit by a mack truck. it's rampant where i'm living, i dunno about the rest of you. i think i'm dying. not really, i'm just being meladramatic.

oh, and godspeed to staindglasstear and her family today. i hope everything goes as flawlessly as it can, all things considered.

ok, i'm rambling. i'm going to go nurse my fever.

Comments

[nemesisn72.livejournal.com]

Gooc luck with your classes. I'm glad that the school is willing to help. :)

Feel better soon baby.

xoxoxox

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

Gooc luck?

i'm not vietnamese!

haaar haaar, bad joke.

[nemesisn72.livejournal.com]

oh geez

lol

[greyyguy.livejournal.com]

A friend of mine in college technically had a disability since she was under 4'10" (I think) so she was able to register before everyone else. She got around just fine, and didn't need the help, but also had no reason to not take the advantage offered to her. You've had enough crap in life. No reason to turn this down.

Hope you feel better soon.