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why can't i stay asleep?
i hate being this sick. why can't i just get the flu, or a cold? and only that? why does it have to be some huge production? why do i have to get anything at all?
you know, i was talking to a friend of mine today, he hadn't been to the doctor in over four years. I CAN'T EVEN FATHOM THAT! they're on a first name basis with me at the doctor's office.
my body won't stay settled, my mind won't stay settled. i hate this >:[
i guess i'll try sleeping again. this apartment building is so quiet at night, like pin drop quiet, it's actually hard to sleep sometimes because my own sounds wake me up. just one night this week, i'd LOVE to have a full night's rest.
i hate being this sick. why can't i just get the flu, or a cold? and only that? why does it have to be some huge production? why do i have to get anything at all?
you know, i was talking to a friend of mine today, he hadn't been to the doctor in over four years. I CAN'T EVEN FATHOM THAT! they're on a first name basis with me at the doctor's office.
my body won't stay settled, my mind won't stay settled. i hate this >:[
i guess i'll try sleeping again. this apartment building is so quiet at night, like pin drop quiet, it's actually hard to sleep sometimes because my own sounds wake me up. just one night this week, i'd LOVE to have a full night's rest.