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don't judge what i do if you don't know everything that's involved, especially if you aren't involved.
this is why i don't really share a lot of the events of my life with people, it's really no one's business what i'm up to and why. yeah i write about shit in here, most of which are things i don't mind sharing and is a very very tiny portion of my life, everything else has been edited out, and it sucks that i have to do that because of some people.
yeah, if you were me you'd have done this and that differently, you'd have done this or not done this. it's so easy to sit there and say that when you're on the outside looking in. when you're not coping with the things i am. when you're not re-writing your life and trying live down the shitty things you've done to people. when you're not struggling every day with your health and wondering if this is literally killing you since no one seems to know what it is.
yeah, it's easy to pass judgement from the outside. fuck you.
yeah, oh poor me. i am fucking feeling sorry for myself, so what? i can't fucking say or do anything without someone jumping in my shit and telling me it's wrong. if i do the opposite, then that's wrong too. you know what? i'm fucking through trying to please you fucks that are doing this.
my whole thing i'm trying to accomplish is to live my life better than i have over the past 10 years. not intentionally hurt people and use people. trying to be a good person while doing things that make me happy and help me advance myself as a person.
so fuck those of you who think that your opinions of what i do is going to change what i do. the only thing it's doing is pissing me off. if it doesn't effect you then stop bitching me out every step of the way, i'm through taking it. being a good person doesn't mean being a fucking doormat.
this is why i don't really share a lot of the events of my life with people, it's really no one's business what i'm up to and why. yeah i write about shit in here, most of which are things i don't mind sharing and is a very very tiny portion of my life, everything else has been edited out, and it sucks that i have to do that because of some people.
yeah, if you were me you'd have done this and that differently, you'd have done this or not done this. it's so easy to sit there and say that when you're on the outside looking in. when you're not coping with the things i am. when you're not re-writing your life and trying live down the shitty things you've done to people. when you're not struggling every day with your health and wondering if this is literally killing you since no one seems to know what it is.
yeah, it's easy to pass judgement from the outside. fuck you.
yeah, oh poor me. i am fucking feeling sorry for myself, so what? i can't fucking say or do anything without someone jumping in my shit and telling me it's wrong. if i do the opposite, then that's wrong too. you know what? i'm fucking through trying to please you fucks that are doing this.
my whole thing i'm trying to accomplish is to live my life better than i have over the past 10 years. not intentionally hurt people and use people. trying to be a good person while doing things that make me happy and help me advance myself as a person.
so fuck those of you who think that your opinions of what i do is going to change what i do. the only thing it's doing is pissing me off. if it doesn't effect you then stop bitching me out every step of the way, i'm through taking it. being a good person doesn't mean being a fucking doormat.