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[sprinklethief]

wow, trying to keep up with people who've been playing deathmetal for 10+ years when the last thing you've done in the last say um... 5 years is some crappy goth industrial mess = OUCH. my cuticles and knuckles (wtf?) are all bloody, nail polish chipped off, arms limp like noodles, fret wrist feels like i just typed out a novel.

it does feel good to play music with people who actually know something about music again though. it reminded me how out of practice i am and how very much i need to re-learn. they only made fun of me half the time, lol: "this song is called 'wait a minute the bass player just dropped her pick again'" jerks.

i have my tattoo at several different cover up artists getting worked over, so we'll see what comes of that. james did one that was quite comical - a cthulhu character that was meant to be a put down of someone that looked more like a green retarded punk rock zoidberg. i might just keep it for comic value. i looked into laser removal too... haven't decided on which i'm going to do yet, it just can't stay how it is for so many different reasons that i'm not even going to begin to list them here so don't ask.

i've been wanting more ink with the new improved model of kym anyways now that there's not all that blubber and wobbleyuck everywhere. i was holding off because i was all like "i'm gonna lose this weight so it's pointless to get tattooed because it'll just get all distoreted when i shrink..." well, it's almost all gone now and then some so i think its safe to draw :).

school starts in a month too... that's gonna be weird considering i'm now an "adult" student (even though i still get carded for cigarettes). on the bright side tho - I GET TO USE THE BADASS GYM FOR FREE. so this model of kym will be the new and IMPROVED version. it'll be sooooo nice to be back in good shape again. plus they have an indoor pool so i can get used to swimming again. my apartment complex has a pool and i don't want to look like an ass jumping in and kicking around like an idiot when summer comes around. it's right in plain view of *both* apartment buildings so... yeah.

wow, this post is a lot longer than intended.

Comments

[noroad.livejournal.com]

Dude - how did you lose the weight? I have been losing and gaining 15lbs every few weeks.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

http://www.livejournal.com/community/fatty_polar/10762.html

it's not healthy. i'm trying to become healthy. i'm trying not to talk about it too much in this journal because some of the people who read it freak out really easily (not in a bad way, they care a lot but i can't help that god is playing a fucked up joke on me and can't take the backlash of people freaking out over something i have no control over).

i just had like 987435987453987435 pints of blood taken on thursday to have even more tests done.

death - nature's diet, lol.

[noroad.livejournal.com]

Oh, damn, I hate the natural diet!! That sucks! Well, not that you lost weight, but the death diet sucks. I'm 5'7 and I used to weigh 100lbs from the death diet once. I was so sick I could pretty much only eat rice for a number of years. My legs looked like sticks. I saw this quack who thought I had Lyme and he fed me a whole bunch of antibiotics. Who knows, maybe its true. I still suffer quite a bit. I hate tests. I used to donate plasma for to buy my dinner, though. That was a riot. Have you been bitten by ticks?