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i love how if i express how something makes me feel it becomes a cynical stab. it really helps the healing process.
it's not even some issue stemming from being "sick" - it's and issue of caring for someone. i don't feel cared for. watching someone fall into familiar patterns that you were once part of...
why can't something be right? i become the enemy instead of being asked why, perhaps realizing there's a problem instead of contributing to it.
i bend over backwards only to be kicked in the face.
why do i keep coming back for more?
it's not even some issue stemming from being "sick" - it's and issue of caring for someone. i don't feel cared for. watching someone fall into familiar patterns that you were once part of...
why can't something be right? i become the enemy instead of being asked why, perhaps realizing there's a problem instead of contributing to it.
i bend over backwards only to be kicked in the face.
why do i keep coming back for more?