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i stole hospital pants. they are comfy hospital pants. i can have them around my ankles in the bathroom and not have someone watching me.
diagnonsense? my 'ism was misdiagnonsensed. my meds caused a severe reaction finally.
my diagnonsense: the world gets heavy after a while with no help.
their diagnonsense: hypomanic/bipolar disorder type 2
a whole new string of meds and therapeme in the immediate future.
but right now... right now i need to rest... i need to remember what makes life so complex and apprecate it for what it is, not what i wish it were. life is short, but it's wide.
now if i could just trick myself into believing this...
diagnonsense? my 'ism was misdiagnonsensed. my meds caused a severe reaction finally.
my diagnonsense: the world gets heavy after a while with no help.
their diagnonsense: hypomanic/bipolar disorder type 2
a whole new string of meds and therapeme in the immediate future.
but right now... right now i need to rest... i need to remember what makes life so complex and apprecate it for what it is, not what i wish it were. life is short, but it's wide.
now if i could just trick myself into believing this...
