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home sick from work... i was sent home after nodding over and puking on my desk in front of my team leader last night and just decided it might be a good idea to *not* have that happen again. i'm so ready for this fucking detox to be over.
i know they're probably really pissed at me at work for missing so much work, but fuck them - my physical health is more important plus i have this fucklng surgery coming up. i'm actually scared to go back to work from all the shit i put up with from the division manager. that guy needs to die. he talks down to me like i'm a fucking 3 year old. i'd go back to fucking block fucking buster if i fucking wanted to fucking deal with that fucking shit.
maybe i'll find a more productive firm to go to. this place already feels stagnant, and i'm sick of getting yelled at even though i'm blowing EVERYONE out of the water. i'm getting ready to close more deals than ANY OF THE MANAGERS but i'm still getting treated like gum on the bottom of their penny loafers. i wish i knew more about running a business because i could totally rock this AWAY FROM THOSE ASSHOLES!!! i want to be home where if i need to throw up i can run to the bathroom instead of getting yelled at for "faking" this very real illness.
plus if i were on my own i would get ALL of the commission as opposed to a percentage. the percentage is just total bullshit if you ask me. why should the firm eat most of the commission when I DO ALL OF THE WORK! FOR CHRIST SAKES I STILL DON'T EVEN HAVE A COMPUTER YET!!!!!!
and i could offer really lucrative jobs to my friends instead of suffering though pointless meetings every day wondering how my much loved friends are doing. dude, in the new apartment i could have a bunch of laptops with cool people behind them rocking the mortgage business!!!
i just wish i knew where to begin...
god i'm starting to hate that place.
i need more time with my honey too dammit.
i know they're probably really pissed at me at work for missing so much work, but fuck them - my physical health is more important plus i have this fucklng surgery coming up. i'm actually scared to go back to work from all the shit i put up with from the division manager. that guy needs to die. he talks down to me like i'm a fucking 3 year old. i'd go back to fucking block fucking buster if i fucking wanted to fucking deal with that fucking shit.
maybe i'll find a more productive firm to go to. this place already feels stagnant, and i'm sick of getting yelled at even though i'm blowing EVERYONE out of the water. i'm getting ready to close more deals than ANY OF THE MANAGERS but i'm still getting treated like gum on the bottom of their penny loafers. i wish i knew more about running a business because i could totally rock this AWAY FROM THOSE ASSHOLES!!! i want to be home where if i need to throw up i can run to the bathroom instead of getting yelled at for "faking" this very real illness.
plus if i were on my own i would get ALL of the commission as opposed to a percentage. the percentage is just total bullshit if you ask me. why should the firm eat most of the commission when I DO ALL OF THE WORK! FOR CHRIST SAKES I STILL DON'T EVEN HAVE A COMPUTER YET!!!!!!
and i could offer really lucrative jobs to my friends instead of suffering though pointless meetings every day wondering how my much loved friends are doing. dude, in the new apartment i could have a bunch of laptops with cool people behind them rocking the mortgage business!!!
i just wish i knew where to begin...
god i'm starting to hate that place.
i need more time with my honey too dammit.